Wednesday, August 18, 2010

morning thoughts from august 12th.

i want to be somewhere and feel insignificant.
i want to feel overwhelmed by the lights and tall buildings of a city.
or i want to be on top of a mountain witnessing the color of the change of day to night or night to morning.
i want to stand in the sea and hear the roaring noise - a noise so loud i can't hear myself think anymore.
i want to stand in pouring down rain and not worry about it.

to just be.

to be overwhelmed. and reminded there are things bigger than me. there are things like the city, sky, sea, and rain that can suffocate me if i let them. in reality i really am nothing.
i'm just a number, a colored in bubble.
i am just being. just a being.
how is it that i can feel like nothing and everything all at the same time?

infinite.. and fleeting.
boundless.. and confined.
hm.

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